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STOP LOOKING FOR IT.
IF IT WANTS YOU IT WILL COME TO YOU.
IF IT DOES NOT COME TO YOU THEN IT DOES NOT WANT YOU.
DO YOU WANT SOMETHING THAT DOES NOT WANT YOU?
THINK ABOUT WHY YOU WOULD WANT THAT.
THERE ARE COMPLICATIONS.
IT IS NOT THAT YOU DO NOT WANT TO BE WANTED.
BUT THAT YOU WANT IT TO WANT YOU.
YOU WANT SO BADLY FOR IT TO WANT YOU.
BUT IT WILL NEVER WANT YOU.
AND IF IT DID, WOULD YOU WANT IT THEN?
YOU WAIT AND WAIT AND WANT AND WANT.
FOR IT TO WANT YOU.
BUT WHEN THAT TIME COMES.
WHEN IT DOES WANT YOU.
DO YOU STOP WANTING?
WHAT IS IT THAT YOU WANT?
GET REAL.