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Who do I fucking think I am? That's the thing, I think I am nobody so why do I make other people think I think I am somebody? Why do I give a shit? Everyone is shit whether I am something or nothing. What can I be? I have nothing left. Nothing to show. Nothing to be, do, shit, piss, kick myself in the fucking head, in the guts. Oh i'm so good at it I kick and kick and I kick and oh it hurts and oh do I know it. Do I say do I do I do I go on and on and on about it. I can't stop. I can't stop i'm intoxicated I love it. Oh self deprecation and pity what would I do without you? What would I be? I'd be nothing, am I not already? Will this end? Will I ever stop asking questions that no one can hear and no one can answer?